Reevaluate what is glorified
And what has us horrified;
how aren't more mortified?
  • Lana Del Rey (Pin Up Galore)

    (Source: thelanalyrics, via maybeimtoocomplicatedtobeloved)

  • "I wanna die, I wanna die, I wanna die, I wanna die.."
  • "I was always an unusual girl"
  • "There’s something really wrong with me; no one wants to say it, but it’s obvious that they think so too"
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  • "

    Ripping your own skin open because you’re hurting so bad this is the only thing that brings you relief,
    Or slicing open your wrists because you’re so god damned numb that you just want to feel something,

    Is not fucking beautiful.

    When you cut too deep, and don’t stop bleeding, and that sheer moment or terror sets in, and you think ‘this is it, I’m going to die,’

    It’s not fucking beautiful

    When you’re sweating profusely because you have to wear a long sleeve shirt in ninety degree weather, cause your arms are all torn up,

    It’s not fucking beautiful

    When you become a master liar, and can make up excuses for any mark on your body without hesitation,

    It’s not fucking beautiful

    When there isn’t a clear spot left on your skin, and everyone can see your scars and knows your secret,

    It’s not fucking beautiful

    When you become so hurt, or so numb, that cutting isn’t enough anymore, and you swallow a bottle of pills,

    It’s not fucking beautiful

    When your vision gets too blurry and you can’t stand up, and you retch and retch, your body trying to save itself,

    It’s not fucking beautiful

    When you’re crying so hard your body shakes and you absentmindedly scratch open your wounds,

    It’s not fucking beautiful

    When you give up 75 days clean cause he doesn’t love you back,

    It’s not fucking beautiful

    Hurting yourself is not fucking beautiful

    But you know what is?

    Saving yourself.

    Recovery is beautiful

    Staying clean is beautiful

    Picking yourself up off the floor is beautiful

    Embracing your left over scars is beautiful

    Living your life how you want is beautiful

    Loving and being loved is beautiful

    Your life, is beautiful

    "
  • stylesxhealy:

    stylesxhealy:

    THERE IS SUCH A FUCKING PROBLEM WITH THE EDUCATION SYSTEM WHEN STUDENTS ARE IN TEARS EVERY SINGLE NIGHT AND WAKE UP EVERY SINGLE MORNING WANTING TO THROW UP AT THE THOUGHT OF GETTING OUT OF BED WHILE THINKING THAT THEY’D RATHER BE DEAD THAN GO TO SCHOOL

    eleven thousand people can relate to this post. that’s not okay. 

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  • kindofalone:

    everything is totally okay i just need to get hit by a car

    (Source: sickfake, via maybeimtoocomplicatedtobeloved)

  • "It bothers me that no one has the patience to deal with someone who is just sad."
  • Slipping into insanity (Six Word Story). (via falllingfeelslikeflying)

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  • "Grades are slipping. So am I."